You had me.
But then you threw me out
Like the piece of trash
That I am.

Someone

I sure could
Use someone...
I need
A hand to
Hold onto mine tight.
I need
Comforting arms to
Wrap around my body.
I need
A soft shoulder to
Cry on.
I need
Someone's soft lips to
Kiss so sweetly.
I sure could
Use someone
To love me.

Battery.

Canceled.
Because I need
One day;
I can't do this.
I have to
Lose myself;
Get lost
In my dreams.
A day
To cry,
To die...
If I could.
I need an
Escape
Before it's
Too late.
I'm fading,
Flaring,
Fading...
Almost
Gone.
Give me a break,
I can't handle it.
Fumbling,
Shaking -
This
Protective shield
I hold up
Is getting
Too heavy
For weak hands
To grasp,
To carry.
Recharge.

Death to You.

Stab a knife through your chest.
Feel the seering pain
Rippling through your body.
Watch the blood drip
Down your shirt
And off the knife.
Lay there,
And say goodbye
To the world.

It's Okay.

The tears
Don't stop coming.
Forever it seems,
They're there.
You fill your life with
People and things
That hurt you,
Tear you to shreds,
And shatter you to pieces
Until you're nothing more
Than a shriveled up
Thing
On the floor.
You take their hits
Like they don't leave bruises.
But once you're hit enough,
You won't be able
To handle it anymore;
You'll be too weak.
You are too weak.
You've made yourself
A sacrifice.
You're sacrificing yourself
For the lives of others.
You beat yourself
Down.
It's not their fault,
It's yours.
You need to escape,
But there's no way out
Of Life.
Just continue
To torture yourself;
You'll be fine.

I look only at the ground when I’m walking sometimes because I’m afraid to face the world.

You have to believe in something..

I believe in sweet dreams
That come true.
I believe in stars and the moon
That fill the night sky
And bring your wishes to life.
I believe in love -
True love that never ends.
I believe in fate;
We're all here for a reason.
I believe in you,
And I believe in me,
And I believe in all of the world.

Sweet Dreams.

Close your eyes
And let yourself
Tumble
Deep into a sleep
In which you'll never
Wake up.
Live your wished for reality
Through your dreams,
Then let your
Fantasized dreams
Become your reality.
Your imagination--
A world that's perfect
Just for you.
It's filled with
Beautiful disasters
That suit you too well.
But the
Puzzle pieces
Always pull themselves together,
Creating a
Temporary masterpiece
Ready to
Explode again
And continue the cycle
Of your
Realistic, never-ending
Dream.

Take my hand and let me
Help you
Out of the darkness.

Haunting Memories.

Muffled screams
Only exist in my head.
Cries for help
Never leave my mouth.
Struggles to escape
Bring insufferable pains.
Scars form...
Never forgotten...
Sprinklers don't distract me
From dirty hands
That wander.
Eyes from passer-by's
That connect with mine
Show no sympathy.
'It's all over soon,"
I tell myself.
But in my head
It never will end.
The memories will haunt me
For years to come,
Repeating themselves
Over and over
In my head.
Their touches will burn me
Time after time.
Fear lingers within me,
While scars slowly
Fade.