My Fantasy?

Is this really real,
Or am I just living in an imaginary world again?
Is this a dream?
Is this my reality;
My fantasy?
What is this?
I can't tell if it's true or not.
Is this all fake?
Have I fallen into a trap;
Deep in a hole that I can't climb out of?
Or am I still standing on the surface of this Earth,
Waiting for my time to fall?
I don't know.
I just don't know.